Loneliness has always been a friend of mine. I used to enjoy my indulgent time where i travel everywhere by myself. And it has taken me further to unknown world that only belongs to me. I used to hate being in crowd. I did not like attention. I always wish people would not notice my existence. As pathetic as it might sound, but i gotta admit that i have left my past behind. It was not time that changed me to be the person who I am today. I'd say community and the urge to become more independent that led me. Being adjusted with whole new environment was a lot to take for me. I could not care less and act as i am in the home. I grew up learning that everything has to be earned, not given. I am pretty much confident in figuring thing out and being responsible. Having a lot of pressures also did help me to get better. Mentally and psychologically. I learnt about people and how I adapt myself to be likeable. Not neccesary being fake but more becoming tolerant and respectful. I am always gonna be the person you can relate to. I have been through a lot of things back then and you would not even have thought that i have done some of those. I have a huge respect to those who are discriminated against race, gender, sexuality and religion. It might come across a bit sensitive but hey if you ever wanna talk about it, i am here :3 I am not that stereotypical person that often times judges you .
