April 25, 2012

Unspoken admiration


I was standing there trying to cover up my relentless sadness
The feeling is inexplicable
It pains me to see you
Although we haven’t even said a word
I know I am being a colossal idiot
It’s always been about wishing and not getting
It’s always been about me wanting you to be mine

I guess the word pathetic couldn’t even describe my feeling towards you
I’m drowning in tears
Full of disappointments
It’s like I’ve been pulled against gravity
All I really want is to disappear and be as heartless as I could be
I wish I didn’t meet you so this invigorating feeling will not be taken away
I know it’s so stupid to fall in love with someone you haven’t  even talked to
It’s weird
I’m weird
:” “ “ “(

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