Solitude. The state of being alone. First time I heard this word was from Dinia. I visited her blog and I found that she was and still is the solitude-is-a-bliss girl. No offense but I think I can really relate to her. I am currently enjoying my solitude. I’ve been staying away from my family for almost four months. I go back every weekend though. I prefer this way. I can sleep all-day without getting distracted. I can read some biography books while sipping the hot chocolate milk. I can do anything by myself. I have a roommies but that does not change anything cause he barely stays in the room. I can play on loud music and dance like a freak without having people looked at me. Back in my home, I have no privacy. SO THIS IS KINDA FUN TO BE AWAY FROM FAMILY. Sometimes, I miss them though. But I can still see them every weekend J I go swimming once a week alone. I go to the library to calm my chaotic mind. I watch horror or rom-com movies to ease the stress. I put on Beyonce song to make me feel energetic and pumped out. I read my bible to awaken my spiritual awareness of God’s Love for me. I make instant noodle whenever I am starving in the mid-night. I take a loads of picture to channel the narcisstic side of me. I perch myself on the corner of my room whenever I feel like missing my family. I just love the idea of being independent. The idea of getting pleasure by doing everything by myself. The idea of having my indulgent time without any distractions. But this does not make me become anti-social-freak. I still socialize with my peer. I still phone my parents when I miss them. I let them know about what I’ve been through, my grades, my friends, my lecturers if possible. I post this entry because I want to let you know that having private time on your own is somehow necessary. Give it a rest to yourself to clear all the hecticness. Spoil yourself if needed. I bet you will feel better afterward ;)
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