I wish . .

Would like to share some of my thought that have been bothering me for the last couple of weeks. Okay, I have been mindfucked with the fact that I couldn’t afford to pay the tuition fee. Like Omaygash, I couldn’t think of any solution and quite frankly, I almost couldn’t sleep by just having it pass through my mind. The fee is expensive, I must say. And I think there’s no way I could pay it right away. I am frustrated. That I can say for sure. All I think about right now is my family and making them happy is what I aim for. To be in university and to be graduated there is one of the ways for me to make a better living. I desperately need money. I don’t know if I can get through this. You know, I am holding on to my faith and I certainly believe that Miracles do happen. It passes through my mind that I should get a part-time job. I blew my chance on being a teacher that I failed to pass the interview. I didn’t know what I could possibly if I were to get a job. I am crossing every finger and hoping everything will go just right. I solely depend on My God. He’s the only helping hand that I can count on. :’)