I don’t what to do. I am shaken and devastated. I am sad. Extremely disappointed. I’ve failed so many times and there’s nothing I could’ve done differently. It’s a perplexed feeling and I guess nobody would ever understand this. I feel like the world turns against me. At this point now, I hardly trust anyone. I have no trust issue, but clearly those people have a problem about being trusted. I am amazed by how a ‘friend’ can turn 180 degree and treat you like shit. It’s no fun for being treated like that way. Disappointed can’t even begin to describe my true feeling right now.
I truly learn something from this. I’ve gotta be more aware of what I do. People nowadays are so shallow and narrow-minded. I actually don’t mind being talked that and there. I suppose that it’s not me that will get hurt but rather people who genuinely care for me. I am afraid that they will feel ashamed of who I am. I thoroughly love them and hurting them is the least thing I would do. I’ve come to the thinking that people that LOVE me that matter the most. They keep me going and they have been constantly supporting me in any circumstances. There’s no way I’m gonna let them down. And I also think of deactivating my twitter and facebook account. I don’t know. To avoid whinning and bitching, I guess. .
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