i know i am socially retarded. I have insignificant achievements and not exactly make my parents proud as i should be doing. I am a mess. i have done some horrible things that are little bit outrageous. Yet i am an asshole. I can't be the normal cool dude in my age who's now more than able to do some "man" stuff. I am superficially dumb at socializing with other. My fear has taken over my nerves and i turn to become an antisocial-freak whom barely has friends. My awareness are painful and unnecessary. I act so weird to surroundings. I am not a kind of happy-go-lucky-cheerful-sweet type of person.
It seems like people will never ever get it. They constantly tell me what to do. It gets frustrating sometimes. You want to make them happy but in the other side, i want to be happy for thing that i do.
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