The things just got really messed up. I haven't been able to spare my time for blogging ;) I was stressed out with the assignments, works and everything. The i-net has been off for two weeks and my blackberry got stolen. It's been pretty fucked up. Communicating distracted cos i ain't got phone. I hate to input all the contacts all over again. It's quite troublesome and gruelling.

On top of every awful things i said, i try to be thankful. My mom said that "grattitude matters" . It reflects how we treat our life and it determines how we handle problems in our life. Indeed. i couldn't agree more. Most of the time, we come up with the problems and we condescend by being so negative about it. Rather, we complain and nag about it. Our time is basically wasted if we often feel ungrateful about our life.

apabangetdah ;0

Living History Hilary Rodham Clinton

I read this book entitled “ Living History Hillary Rodham Clinton” and I got carried away by her writing. Hilary wrote her own biography and made the book as #1 worldwide bestseller. I am not really a politic person but this book has given me the clear perspectives in which politic is not necessarily dull and boring. This book is intimate, powerful and inspiring. It captures the essence of this remarkable woman and the challenging process through which she came to define herself and her own voice – as a wife, a mother and one of the most formidable figures in the history of American politics. HIGHLY RECOMMENDED! :)

RIP Steve Jobs

Innovation distinguishes between a leader and a follower - Steve Jobs 1955-2011
World has lost one of its greatest visionaries :'(

:')

Nothing could ever replace you

You have always been the sun when there goes darkness

You captivated me

I remembered when we had silly talk and you stopped talking

You kissed me and i swear to GOD

That was so lovely

I could spend a day without thinking to go to shower

I have been away from you

I feel like the idea of we are being apart is torturing

As much as i want to cuddle with you

I know i couldn't

I miss you, missing you insane

haventsleptanddecidedtoblog

Loneliness has always been a friend of mine. I used to enjoy my indulgent time where i travel everywhere by myself. And it has taken me further to unknown world that only belongs to me. I used to hate being in crowd. I did not like attention. I always wish people would not notice my existence. As pathetic as it might sound, but i gotta admit that i have left my past behind. It was not time that changed me to be the person who I am today. I'd say community and the urge to become more independent that led me. Being adjusted with whole new environment was a lot to take for me. I could not care less and act as i am in the home. I grew up learning that everything has to be earned, not given. I am pretty much confident in figuring thing out and being responsible. Having a lot of pressures also did help me to get better. Mentally and psychologically. I learnt about people and how I adapt myself to be likeable. Not neccesary being fake but more becoming tolerant and respectful. I am always gonna be the person you can relate to. I have been through a lot of things back then and you would not even have thought that i have done some of those. I have a huge respect to those who are discriminated against race, gender, sexuality and religion. It might come across a bit sensitive but hey if you ever wanna talk about it, i am here :3 I am not that stereotypical person that often times judges you .